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Friday, February 24, 2006

Forever love??

Forever love.. does it even exist??

i feel terrible the whole nite.. couldn't slp.. slept for 2 hrs, wake up for 1 hr.. i even had diarrhea.. i wonder wat is happening.. never eat at all still can have diarrhea.. wat a lousy body i have.. i can tell no one all tis except in my blog.. is my feelings and my thoughts..

i had a thorough tinking last nite.. i was dumb.. shouldnt have say to respect his decision as long as he is happy.. i was acting to be understanding.. but am i reali tat understanding?? i dunno.. i felt so useless and lost.. on one hand, i cannot be selfish, on the other, i cant bear to let him go.. wat should i do??

someone told me to see wat he can promise me.. promise?? do they exists?? promises are lies.. white lies.. i dun trust promises.. they are like beautiful butterflies tat flutters in front of u, when u reach ur hand to catch it, it flew away from u.. forever..

i jux dun wan another heart-wrecking feeling.. i had enough.. i jux hope we can be together no matter wat..

Posted @ [10:46 AM]