Finally can take off my mask after pretending for the whole day..

I'm so tired.. Forcing myself to be happy and everytink is fine.. deep in my heart, i felt so empty.. i feels like a fool.. doing sumtink tat will make everyone happy except me.. I was happy.. happy tat he turned up.. thank you.. reali..

You tried to hold my hand at the stairs.. are u trying to console me?? thank you.. but i felt so fake.. tat's why i pushed away.. sorry.. i cant stand such a fake feeling.. thank you again for being touched.. meant wat i did still means sumtink to u.. jux hope u wont tink tat i'm using tis to keep u.. i've planned tis long time ago..

But once again.. i felt our distance.. throughout the whole nite, u are trying to avoid me.. and ur heart is not here.. maybe u are lying to urself tat u still love me.. maybe u already have feelings for other gurls.. tat is why ur heart is not here and keep sms-ing ba..

it hurts.. cox today didnt turned out the way i expected when i planned tis.. i wanted everyone to be happy.. but.. u are not so am i.. trying to pretend infront of others.. we are not being true to ourselves, aren't we??

I'm so hungry now.. onli ate a plate of bee hoon the whole day.. but no appettite at all.. hope the cake is nice.. hope u like my little insignificant gifts.. hope u are happy being a free man now.. no need to report to me wat u did or went.. once again.. Happy birthday.. "my dar..??"

* Thank you to everyone who participate today to make tis a success.. Thank you.. without ur, my little wish wont come true..

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