
Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Why do i have know the truth...

Our supposedly nice and cosy lunch if he never lies... =(
U maligned me, make me worry, i can take it.. i can pretend notink is wrong.. but u lied.. and let me found out.. u lied to me u were home last nite but... u are at jinglu hse and even drive to bedok for supper... if u havent lost ur keys.. i'll never ever find out.. i hate u.. u can still say is my fault tat u lied.. u simply dun trust tat i've given u more freedom.. so wat is the point of being together?? u keep saying i making a big fuss over notink.. u said as long as u treat me good, is enough.. but.. lying to me is treating me good?? i am not asking u to report to me.. but at least inform.. let me know where u are.. but.. u jux dun believe me or give me a chance to show tat i'm giving u more freedom and trust.. maybe.. maybe we are reali not suitable.. ur views had indeed change.. maybe u tink is for the better.. but.. i tink u are like a stranger to me now.. i dunno who are u.. maybe u onli wan a gurl fren in status tat will accompany when u are bored.. not someone who cares for u or loves u.. maybe.. i should let it go during tat one week.. these 3 days happiness and sweetness are like bubbles.. tat vanished so quickly, i didnt even realised it's disappearance..
My mind is in a whirl.. i dun wan to see u or talk to u.. i wan to be alone.. tink if i can accept who u are now.. i have to get to know u again like a stranger.. i'm devastated.. why am i in such a miserable situation again?? Am i the one u need?? i'm lost..

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