Hmm, a word of caution, do not eat expired butter and got drenched in the rain.. cox it caused high fever on me.. 39.5.. =( scary ya?? but is normal to me.. cox whenever i have fever, it will be high fever.. haha.. so unlucky.. so am i deem as healthy or unhealthy??

Hmm, my symptons started yesterday.. i was having mild cough in sch.. but when i went to plaza sin to meet slyvia and jasmine, i felt body aches and damn cold.. i tot maybe is due to the weather.. but when i reached music clinic, my voice changed.. haha.. so awful la.. and i felt veri cold.. so dar met me at plaza sin to accompany me home.. so sweet of him hor.. haha.. he even feed me noodles as i never ate dinner and pei me til 1plus... haha.. felt like a xing fu xiao nu ren..

Hmm, music class was full of laughter again.. we sang 2 high difficulty songs.. stephanie's "shen qi" and ah mei's "high x3".. haha.. challenging i should say.. knew my standards were not there but i wanted to challenge myself.. advanced le leh.. 2 more lessons to higher advanced and recording.. looking forward to it.. =)

Hmm, sometimes i wonder if we have them.. sometimes i will be in my tots abt us.. will we have forever?? forever sounds far for us.. but.. i'm someone who looks for forever in a relationship and not jux puppy love.. if i know i cant have forever wif someone.. i'll let him know.. but now.. i duuno if we can have forever..

it's saturday today.. he ended work at 7.. onli at 8.30, he called to say he is going home now.. he say is raining.. he cant go home.. i hope is true.. if he is relaxing wif his frenx.. he can jux say.. why mux he say is rain?? he tinks i'm stupid ba.. i'm such a idiot.. tot he had changed.. tot he knows how to add spice in the relationship to make it more romantic.. but.. no.. tot he would come meet me to surprise me.. but.. no.. when asked where is he going.. he say nowhere.. wow.. wat an ans.. maybe i should learn from him.. we jux had a quarrel last nite and he doesent even wan to coax me today.. he dun understand me.. he reali dun.. i've tried my best to make him understand me.. but.. i found tat is difficult.. he say to trust him tat he loves me and will not be unfaithful.. but.. i dun trust him.. i dunno why.. i jux know i love him more than he loves me.. cox i can do the tinks for him which he cant do for me.. he jux insists he's reasons.. if u love someone, wont u do anytink to make him or her happy?? why cant he?? i never ask him to commit crimes or do sumtink bad.. but jux sumtink to give me assurance.. yet.. he cant.. izzit i asked for too much in tis relatioship?? or should i jux be one-sided??

i'm confused.. i reali am..

Hmm, music class last nite was full of laughter as we laugh at the ideas for the ann nite item.. jerome forced us to take part.. haha.. we onli have today and tml for practicing our sketch, our singing and memorising the lines and lyrics.. haha.. we can onli reali do our best.. hope tis sun all of us are stable and wont shiver.. haha.. though we onli have such short time, but i hope it'll turn out good.. dun wan to throw jerome's face.. haha.. i need to put in alot of effort man.. i had the most lines to memorise.. i also need to train hard on my singing.. me, becca and edwin had solos.. haha.. shit la.. mux be dramatic.. like a musical.. haha.. our group name is a last minute lame one, "the hunk and the wannabes".. wahaha.. so bu yao lian.. item name then stupid, "a journey through cinderealla".. when it does not reali fit, but i like the phrase.. haha.. we'll try our best, jerome..

Hmm, today stayed at home to deco my wall.. haha.. wif my cuzzies artistic masterpieces.. they are veri artistic.. i should say.. love their drawings.. princy is working today.. so tink we are not meeting le ba.. but.. nvm.. tml he will be picking me up at thomson plaza.. hee.. =)

last nite went k boxing wif my family.. love it.. my aunt went nuts!! haha.. she's too tired ba.. she kept saying the opposite.. sad tat princy doesent wan to join.. he say he is pai sei.. haix.. reached home at around 2.30am.. princy waited for me to reach home then he go slp.. hee.. so sweet of him.. when he had to wait up at 8plus the next day..

thursday at music clinic was quite nice.. we met earlier to discuss our ann nite item.. but came to a conclusion.. we are not taking part.. haha.. cox it's too rushed and we got no ideas at all.. we saw jerome wif the never say die contestants.. haha.. heard them sing.. tat miao miao surely can sing.. her vocal is powerful.. steven lim was there too.. haha.. he got a look tat is veri funny.. cant stop laughing.. class was taught by tommy.. not bad.. enjoyed.. haha.. especially i got to sing "lian ai da ren".. heard the never say die contestant sing, and got the urge.. haha.. tink their next round is nan nu dui chang ba.. tommy was forced to sing wif me when he onli haerd the song once.. haha.. cox edwin did not come.. he say next time round he will learn the rap part and sing wif me.. haha.. looking forward to tat.. =)

I was shivering like hell when it happened...

Princy and i was hungry after watching vcd, so we went downstairs to "ta bao" indian rojah.. when we were under a blk where the lites are out.. a boy suddenly ran out.. we scared him, and he scared us.. we treat it as notink and continue walking.. but i felt followed.. so i turn, and saw the boy hiding and peeping at us.. i hold on tight to dar's hand and asked him to hurry.. i tot if we are at the coffee shop where is crowded, would be safe.. i was wrong.. he followed rite behind us and sits at the next table to us.. when we turned to look at him, he looked away.. after we "ta bao" supper, we hurried.. but i got more frightened.. dar says to confront him and ask wat he wans.. but i said no.. i'm worried.. wat if he has weapon?? i cant let anytink happen to dar.. i could not control myself and cried.. dar says he will confront him, he cannot let the boy scare me.. when we were near him, he ran.. so we chased after him.. he ran and ran till we lost him.. i tot all is ok.. but as we were near my blk, i saw him again.. he was looking around.. as if he is looking for us.. dar ask me to wait under my blk and he confront him..

dar: why are u following us?!
boy: i tot ur are following me.
dar: u wan me to call the police?!
boy:(cries) no..
dar: then u better dun follow us anymore!!

before dar went off, he bang his fist against the letter box to scare him..
it was reali brave of dar.. reali.. i was so scared when i heard the bang, i could not see them but onli heard the sound.. but i dun dare to go near them.. i was relieved when i saw dar safe except for some bruises on his fist.. it was like a drama.. reali.. never did i expect it to happen to us.. i jux hope the boy's family would take good care of him.. we could see from his apperance and behaviour.. he was not normal.. he had some mental problems..

dar.. u are reali my prince.. u could reali protect me.. u are my brave guardian angel.. i'm thankful tat we are still together.. reali.. we will both change for the better, we can do it.. remember, i believe in fairy tales, i believe in forever love and i believe in us.. i love u..

*and dun be so upset tat u are going NS on 10th june.. i'll accompany u to the end and never leaves u.. i promise..

Asshole!! hate u!! tot we could meet and go out.. in the end??? u can onli wake up after i called u upteem times.. now?? i'm at home watching some lame shows.. dun even have the mood to eat.. I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm, princy had quitted his lousy job.. haha.. means tat he will have more time for me.. yippy!! we'll be going out later but princy is still slping.. haha.. waiting for his call..

Finally got my last birthday gift, nokia 6111, pink!! haha.. so happy.. i onli like the colour and is limited edition.. haha.. it is exactly like the siemens sl55 which i used last time.. user-frenly..

I'm so bored now.. princy, wake up!!!!

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