Hmm, sometimes i wonder if we have them.. sometimes i will be in my tots abt us.. will we have forever?? forever sounds far for us.. but.. i'm someone who looks for forever in a relationship and not jux puppy love.. if i know i cant have forever wif someone.. i'll let him know.. but now.. i duuno if we can have forever..

it's saturday today.. he ended work at 7.. onli at 8.30, he called to say he is going home now.. he say is raining.. he cant go home.. i hope is true.. if he is relaxing wif his frenx.. he can jux say.. why mux he say is rain?? he tinks i'm stupid ba.. i'm such a idiot.. tot he had changed.. tot he knows how to add spice in the relationship to make it more romantic.. but.. no.. tot he would come meet me to surprise me.. but.. no.. when asked where is he going.. he say nowhere.. wow.. wat an ans.. maybe i should learn from him.. we jux had a quarrel last nite and he doesent even wan to coax me today.. he dun understand me.. he reali dun.. i've tried my best to make him understand me.. but.. i found tat is difficult.. he say to trust him tat he loves me and will not be unfaithful.. but.. i dun trust him.. i dunno why.. i jux know i love him more than he loves me.. cox i can do the tinks for him which he cant do for me.. he jux insists he's reasons.. if u love someone, wont u do anytink to make him or her happy?? why cant he?? i never ask him to commit crimes or do sumtink bad.. but jux sumtink to give me assurance.. yet.. he cant.. izzit i asked for too much in tis relatioship?? or should i jux be one-sided??

i'm confused.. i reali am..

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