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Saturday, January 20, 2007

it sux!!

Wat the hell!! I had the most irritating dream ever..

I dreamt of him.. wat can be worst.. he was wif another gurl.. Argh!! It simply jux woke me up.. i jux hate myself.. not being nice to myself.. i should be able to put it down.. but why am i not?? I jux hate myself, can??

I reali dunno wat i'm tinking.. I'm so totally lost.. I reali hate the me now.. I'm so weak.. I'm so dependent on him.. I'm such a loser.. I simply jux cant forget him..

3 years.. is not easy to forget all the happy and unhappiness.. but.. wat to do?? I chose tis route myself.. i can onli blame myself for such an ending..

Can someone jux take him away from my heart??

Posted @ [1:47 PM]