
Sunday, January 21, 2007

Sunday..
Ah!!!!!
My whole mind is him.. Wat the hell.. Went to Plaza Sin.. it was our first date after we patched.. we went for movie too.. "The maid".. I'm scared of horror films.. but be cox of him.. and cox he is wif me.. i watched wif him.. i'm not afraid as he is wif me all the while.. Same place.. Different feelings.. =(
Met Mark, Lili and Meiwei to Plaza sin to catch "Apocalypto".. Was a nice and thrilling movie.. i cried.. too emotional, i guess.. when "Flint Sky" died infront of his son, "Jaguar Paw".. his throat was slit slowly by the enemy.. oh my.. it was so saddening.. to watch ur dad die infront of u.. when u cant do anytink to save him.. it was so helpless.. Went Mos burger to have our dinner.. then walked around cathay.. Went home ard 8plus.. cox Lili was tired.. she wanna go home.. Mark have to go back camp.. but still early.. so he accompany me and Meiwei to take train.. Thkx, Son..
I'm reali sick and tired of myself.. I dun wan to live in sorrows.. but.. why am i letting myself falling?? I'm an idiot, i guess.. Dunno wat i wan.. and regret onli now?? Loser!! Idiot!! Dumb ass!! Bitch!! Ah!! Shoot me!!
How i hope i never met him.. how i hope we din start.. how i hope i din fall for him.. how i hope my life is happy without him.. It is all my wishful hopes..

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