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Sunday, November 30, 2008

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Yes.. I am an ATM machine..

Gave sis money - not even a thanks
Gave mum money to see doc - doubt she even knw is frm me
Gave dad money for Taiwan trip - seems too little..

My worth.. Yes.. i dun earn much.. But to my ability, i still give.. Though i dun tink i owe my sis any.. Jux cox her bf is in the army.. she nvr goes out aft sch, did the hsework, i seems to owe her? Come on.. when my ex is in NS, i stayed at home to do hsework too.. Even during my hollies when i nvr work.. But did anyone seems to care or notice?? Tat is the diff.. Jux cox i am the eldest.. As if i chose to be the eldest.. When i have my own kids, i will bear tat in mind and treat both EQUALLY!!

Dun talk abt children at 21, working, i am giving too little.. I had nvr even blame ur for nt saving up for my studies.. and ur can claim i give little? U tink i dun wan to further my studies to earn more?? Nw i have to save up on my own for my own studies.. which.. i NVR EVER blame them.. but they can say i give little.. Seriously.. is all crap..

Tink i dun wan to be at home to have family times?? Ur made it impossible.. Why can i click so well wif my aunt but nt u?? Cox she listens and treat me like a fren... I need listening ears.. Did any of u knw my plans?? Did ur ever try to ask wat i wan?? wat i wan to achieve?? No.. No.. No..

Nw.. when i am home, i can onli stays in my room or use the com.. I will still do my part as a daughter.. to be fillial.. and which.. i dun expect anytink in return.. Seriously, wat can i expect??

And dear sis.. dun tell wat shit i dun like ppl to use my stuff.. I tink the least courtesy is to INFORM!!!!! did i say i dun wanna lend?? Ya.. web cam.. tat is when mei mei is having web cam session wif him.. Nt me.. Study?? Dun give me the crap tat u cant study wif the old com.. My stuff are all in the new comp.. And if i nvr forget, i paid for the internet bills!!!!!!!!!! But seems like u are always using like nobody's business.. wanna blame?? Blame tat u nvr study well tinking tat they are always doting on u.. Thank god tat they always dote on u more tat i put in my effort in my studies to be better than u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Complaining is the onli tink u knw..

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